Chung Cheng High's Tragedies

LOL

2009-03-23T20:14:00.003+08:00

I felt much more comfortable without my cbox.
Today is a nice one.
I slept for an hour, 5.30am to 6.30am.
Grace Cheng Cheng is dumb! I hate her.
I took bus and met Samuel.
Aiyo, he did not even study for Biology Test.
Bad Bad, always so EMO.
"Lucas said he was going to take 31 after school and I can follow him to Bishan then take 53 home." through smsing.
I didn't even met him before.
My soul nearly leave my body when I enter the class.
Most of the girls in class change their hairstyle.
AND IT WAS SUPER SCARY.
Liang Jia Yan, Helmet. Worse than Jia Yun.
Lum You Min, Dowager of China.
Yvvone, Toilet Bowl Cap.
Pei Xuan, Scary... (I don't dare say anything more...)
She told me she cut 20cm... If I were a girl, My heart will ache.
... ... ... ...
I am like waiting for the 20 people to come, yet nothing happen.
LOL, Could god drive them away? Thanks god.
Lucas and Benton said, If anythiing really happen, call them.
I am quite touched. LOL.
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Flag raising is Dumb!
According to Wang Feng, Fatty Chia is the Vice-DM.
He shouldn't stand there la seriously.
the 2CR are laughing like hell, obviously I will join them :D
Mr Chua and Mr Soon are absent today, thus he just "chark" into that pose. WTH.
Miss Lai or Mr Peck can do a better job la, Please Fatty, you should go home and take out a mirror and look at yourself.
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Art Lesson. LOL
If I don't hand in my things by tomorrow, I will get detention on Wednesday.
DAmn you la, Grace CHENG CHENG.
Hope you fall down the stairs.
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Higher Chinese lesson is nice.
Wang Feng show us a video on Mother Theresa.
I really admire her spirit of saving people.
How she loves her own god.
How she lowered herself to help the lower class and dirty people.
She was a pure and clean lady from a convent, yet she is like that.
She served people with humbleness.
Yet still got some disputes on her.
I think it is really unfair sometimes...

Her kindness really touched a lot of people.

I should learn from her.
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Biology, I sit with Phng Ming again, big gossip. LOL
My DNT gg liao.
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Lunch was sian, smsing with Lucas.
I wanna pay a visit to him in 2FG.
But they are 8 Lims inside.
Later everyone of them just salivate on me one time, I will be drowned.
And that XXX Lim Kian Chong aka kock chopper is over there.
Don't feel like going.
Lucas says he saw me liao, sandal boy.
I know I am ugly, Please Don't insult me anymore.
===

Nuurul is okay la, must give her patience, she is new after all.
English lesson, Last group activities with KOK Jian, Ah Goong, and Yvvony.
I WILL MISS MY DESSSSSKKKKMATTEEE!!!!

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Lecture. I hate that Washing Board Miss Kwek Or something. 2FG form.
What the hell, 2FG make noise she does nothing.
2BN and 2DL craze, she scold us.
Like not happy of us.
I still prefer Tracy Chua!
TRACY!
Tracy!
Smsing with Lucas in the lecture, WTH... He like not scared at all 1.
Me is carrying a very heavy stone in my heart.
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Streaming talk...
If I wanna go 3BN next year, I must take E-lit
If I wanna take C-lit, My HCL need to be 75%.
What the hell la!!!
I don't really want E-geog, I prefer E-hist.
DEPENDS ON MY MOOD :D
I am history-minded now.
I WANNA TAKE CHINESE MEDIA STUDIES!!
--
meet the Lao Lao for the Indonesian thingy.
I am taking care a boy name James.
Most likely A chinese.

Hng, I am an Indonesian after all.
And I am proud of myself.
They are coming on Wednesday. LOL WTH
I don't want to let them see me kena Detention. :D
So sad for me :C
--
Saw Tracy Chua :D
:D Tracy :D
If I am born 20 years ago, I will marry Tracy Chua. LOL :D

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(What I am going to say) Xin Hui, don't copy. :p

Selamat pagi, apa nama kamu?
Saya nama Sudarno, saya juga dari Indonesia.
Kamu dari Jakarta atau mana?
Saya dari Tg. Balai, Riau.
Apa agama kamu???

Just add on....
it's has been so long since I last spoke proper Indonesian Language.
Xin Hui, relax.
You must speak Malay like speaking Chinese.
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Interation Period,
Wang Feng Change Place.
LOL My new Deskmate is Giggle.
OMG
I felt like raping her. Jk.
I can't concentrate in Lesson Liao, Coz I will keep on laughing like hell.
Giggle in helmet.
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Lucas says my name tag is really cool...
I wonder what his 1st impression of me.
I am already wearing sandal.
I cannot have other attire problem
I tug in my shirt, more than 5 cm out obviously.
I think I looked very nerdy.
His impression surely is this damn so nerd -.-
He Pang seh me, what the hell.
I SHOULD ~~NOT~~ BE ANGRY ANYWAY. Blank Promise.
But nevermind I am used to it.
I am not alone, Jesus is always with me. :D

At least I still take 135 with Aldon lao po
and 80 with Jing Hang.
I still have someone with me.

Never mind, I must learn how to forgive.
I Should ~~Not~~ Be angry
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Jia Ru didn't go church last saturday, making me very sian -.-
I have been emooing since this march starting.
He didn't go I more sian.
Benton is very walao 1. Joker la!

hellllll

2009-03-23T01:21:00.001+08:00

LIM KIAN CHONG! I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID! YOU HAPPY NOW?

Lucas.

2009-03-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

Lucas this song

戀人未滿, S.H.E

(I am not a gay, I just give this song to a very best friend)

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我
比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上
恋人未满
甜蜜心烦
愉悦混乱
我们以后
会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点
就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点
我就跟你走
你还等什么
时间已经不多
再下去
只好只做朋友
再向前一点点
我就会点头
再冲动一点点
我就不闪躲
不过三个字
别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面
明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信
都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

What's the problem

2009-03-22T03:04:00.002+08:00

(Cbox removed)

LIM KIAN CHONG! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.
don't make yourself like a victim like that.
Don't always make yourself the right one
and I am the wrong one.
You think yourself, what have you done?
I already consider myself as 心狠手辣,
I think you are far more vicious than me.
YOU ARE THE SON OF THE DEVIL!
(thanks pastor Jenny, I can think of someone who I can used this very strong phrase to)
don't keep others making sympathize on you,
don't make me borrow the right to use judgment on you!

W.P.B
oh please la. You how old already?
still full of vulgarities.
Even if you are a Buddhist, I will take over Sang Buddha to feel shame on you.
Let me ask you, does my matter seriously connected to you? that make you not able to eat rice every day? not able to sleep every day?
No right? then why must you care?
If you seriously like to care so much,
why don't you become a social worker.
at least you will be USEFUL enough to help others, at least still can save several lives.
It is better than for you be here, using vulgarities, wasting your lives, insulting your own countries, your own religion, insulting your own parents for not bringing you to be morally upright, insulting your school for nurturing failures like you, AND AT LEAST! insult to your own self for lowering down yourself, making yourself to be like a dead cat on the bustle street.

Deon.
I have medical excuses for not coming scouts yesterday, okay?
I still have to wear sandal to school tomorrow, okay?
You want to talk to me? FINE!
Don't interfere in our matters.
Don't use vulgar on me.
Don't cowered me into one corner and interrogate me like a culprit.
I already respect you a lot,
coz you care a very caring senior
a very good boy.
don't ever make me lost trust to you.

If you want me to quit scouts, IT'S FINE!

Edmund, I know it's out of your good will.
But i dun need any help seriously. THX a lot.

anything

2009-03-21T14:31:00.003+08:00

LIM KIAN CHONG!
anything, I am not going to forgive you~!
NEVER EVER!
Be'coz you offended me too seriously.

a guy from cchms and someone, please reply quickly thx.

Yey Church day today!
Yipee!
But all my hol HW undone. SHIT Argghhh
Today no need sleep liao. Must chiong!!!
I am going to revise BIO in bus. Oh shit! where is my bio file? did I put it in locker??? DOOM!!!

Luckily Monday no maths, I gonna do it on Monday.
sigh, I owe Wang lao shi 6 jian bao!
ZHEN ME BAN???

I just checked Fatty Chia's timetable, he became 4FG form teacher!
Poor Nan Hong...

Editin' timetable now...

Hellic

2009-03-21T01:17:00.004+08:00

我聽 Pei Xuan 的話, Don't act big and apologize.
Okay okay, 2FG, I am sorry if I insult you in anything.
I use my full heart to apologize now, okay?
and a guy from cchms/someone
tell me what I have done wrong. I try to change, okay?
I used the name of Siddhartha Gautama to show that I am pretty sorry okay?
HE is the great Buddha. (I am a half-Buddhist in the 1st place)
I used the name, honored by utmost people on earth to apologize, can?

FG is CCH's value rite?
If everyone forgive one another, earth will be a nicer place to stay.
Don't forget Judgmentday is coming. we still have just a few more years to live on.
The world is perishing soon.
Let's be harmony!

A guy from cchms/someone, Please tag back when you saw this.

What is the hell problem with the 2 of you

2009-03-21T00:38:00.004+08:00

What is the hell problem with the 2 of you?
a guy from cchms/someone,
I can assumed 2 of you know each other and both from cch.
And I think both of you are having PMS now, thus so out of your own control.
If you 2 need some sanitary pads or menstrual tablets, my class girls will be happy to entertain you two.
Do you know what're monkeys?
they can mate in front of your eyes right?
You 2 are the same, you do not know the shame that human has possess.

One of CCH's value is morally upright, have you done that?
Which part did I offend 2 of you?
continue spamming. I give Miss Weili your IP no. and call her track for me
You 2 should need counseling.

What the hell, did you read The Outsiders?
LOL, Violence cannot resolve anything, coz it will only bring DM to you :D

Hey Hey Hey, Don't use Vulgar can?
Chung Cheng don't nurture any dirt like you all.

Correct! I should really show Miss Lai my blog.

Anyway, Best friend supposed to be 1 only, 10 best friends will be weird right??? HHOHOHO.

What ever, even you all come rumble up my class, God will be there to protect me.

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Thanks Lucas, Passer-b-y and housefly for standing up for me. :D
THX!!!

What the hell...

2009-03-20T13:27:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply:-
---xShaR: SERIOUS??? Then how ccome he tag in your blog.
A guy from cchms: I shall assumed that you are 14 years old and a sec 2.
1st of all, My name is really SUDARNO.
If you don't believe it, go school portal and check la.
Dumb la you, my BIG name also don't believe.
I like my name, anything wrong.
It's so unique that I am the only person that can bear this name when I walk in the streets of Singapore.
What's your problem? You need some counseling isit.
I am studying for a counseling degree.
You can come 2DL for me to counsel you.
If you think I am not good enough, go to Mrs Yeo then.
She will make sure you become a good and "clean" boy.
I emo, anything wrong.
Isit only girls can emo coz they have PMS?
OMG. It's what era now, Do you heard of what is gender equalities.
This shows boys can also emo, can?
I like to complain it's my own business, does it even concern about you?
SINGAPOREANS?
YOU yourself should be the one who complain like a little ant?
Everything also complain. Like now complaining my blog management.
Hey! It's my blog, I like to do anything it is also none of your concern.
You should really find a hobby to fill up your time and not complain around.
YOu are not even proud of your own name after all.
GO BACK AND SUCK YOUR MOM'S MILK.

(Sorry, I am too furious today.)

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What the hell? I am damn angry now.
2FG people keep on spamming. What the hell?
It's Kian Chong's and my matter,
What's your problem.
Anything wrong, just come 2DL.
I shall let you see what is called unity of 2DL.
HEARD of 2DL Scream?

And after all, Do you fit to be ForGivefulness?
Ask yourself this question?
Did you carry out Chung Cheng's Mission.
Forgivefulness?
No wonder your class is one of the clown in school.
SORRY, Lucas, Jean, Sandra, Shawn, and Ruijie.
Not talking about you.
Shoot you out go!

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Damn emo now.
Lucas is not online now.
No one to talk to.
He is my best friend, but I am not his best friend.
I simply like him, he is a very good boy.
Or the best boy in FG.
He shouldn't be in FG.
:C
:C
:C
:C

I should go now...

Lucas Lim

2009-03-19T23:10:00.005+08:00

Tag Reply:-
lol: 1st of all, don't call me dude, I am not close to you.
2nd, Dont keep defending h
3rd leave a name, i dun like someone who is not proud of his own name and want to flush it in toilet bowl.
---xShaR: ===
Lucas: hehehehhehehehhehehehehehehehehhe. You gimme Denise's blog link and ask me isit picture 7 and 8.

Lucas Lim

Yes! I just know him yesterday night at 11.30pm.
He is on verge to be my best friend now.
"TRUST" is the key word.
He is really trustworthy.
Not like Tan Bing Hwang, I trust him yet he betrayed me.
I am quite close to Jiaru but I don't really trust him,
Seeing how he spread news, I am fear...\
Tan Sze Ning that time going to be my best friend le,
But in the end still betray me?
Isit destined that all my best friends will betray me?
I TRUST Lucas is not this type.
Jing Hang... Different too...
He doesn't seems to be able to rely on...
Lucas is different.
TOTALLY different.
Could it be he is a foreigner just like me?
I seems to understand him lots and he seems to understand me lots too.
I still don't trust him much yesterday night, But now, seriously I trust him.
We just hit up easily.
Hope our relation can last till my last breathe...
More will be posted...

DoomssDay!!!

2009-03-19T14:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night was nice, I made a new friend called Lucas.
He is from 2FG, transferred from ACSI. He says he heard Zufar this name before. It has been so long since I had last chat with Zufar.
He at first want to defend Kian Chong, big fat liar, but he said he wouldn't do that already.
防人之心不可無. I should really trust him la.
But Sudarno's 心機 is beyond normally human.
That's make him so dangerous.
But he will try to contain it through devotion and compassion.

I just don't know why, he seems to be still defending him, so......
I better remove my name tag when I walk in school compound.
He looks more dangerous than I am...
笑里藏刀... Even more dangerous than Lum You Min.

Sigh...
My father is coming to Singapore today. OMG.
1st visit, I wonder what mess will him create.
High Class, Pure Blood, Sudarno.
But my father is really cool okay, especially when he wears a pair of sandal, Polo T-shirt and ride a motorcycle.
Sigh, HE HAD NEVER RODE ME TO MY SCHOOL when I am still studying in Indonesia.
Seriously my father is damn cool, but I won't allow him to come Chung Cheng for Parent's meeting session. Be'coz He don't drive...
(You Know What I REALLY mean...)

Yesterday Night, LOL.
I slept at 2.30am.
Thanks to (Lucas and Jean) Lim for accompany me thoughout the night.
MSN until very late.
Jean go 1st, me 2nd.

OMG, Rui Jie and Jean, Not a bad combination. Chemically COMBINE!!!
`Scout + Guitarist~~~

(Big Gossip)

LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!
LIM KIAN CHONG YOU EAT MY SHIT.!!!

At least I made a new friend, I am very happy, Lucas Seems very nice too.

Stolen from Denise's blog.
Lucas! All your fault. I can't sleep Thanks to you for showing me this.

BTW, Lucas is the "shuai shuai" boy from FG that Mabel talks about.
My dad is here. OMG. BRB

Tag Reply

2009-03-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

Thank You Passer-by!

Let's be good friend! Let's create a hate club or something LOL.

This is what he tag in samuel blog and I shoot back

Xavier: Hm... I don't mind you badmouthing ppl, but if it's behind ppl's back. Then seriously, you're a coward. Talking abt me gay? And seriously, do i talk abt samuel or what at all? He's just my facilitator
Xavier: And it was u who asked me how was samuel related to me in the first place. I've no idea why you're doing this, but anything. It's your mouth, i can't do anything abt it.
Xavier: Sry for the spamming samuel, just speaking up for myself. =]
18 Mar 09, 22:27
Sudarno.: I am talking in fron of you now. When did I hide behind and talk about you. if it is like that i will sms you beeing a geek in sms. In internet it's already open
18 Mar 09, 22:27
Sudarno.: sorry samuel.
18 Mar 09, 22:57

Hey seriously! It's internet.
Anyway I am not those type who will say bad things behind others.
Take Lum You Min for instance, I still gossip her very loudly in classroom and lesson.

I say bad things about him for others to see, any problem with that. and it's
光明正大
I didn't squeek around and tell others.

Continue scolding me a coward is nevermind 1.
I just know I am not myself and 我對得起我的良心.

Sandal Day

2009-03-18T17:32:00.004+08:00

What the hell damn angry today, waste my time.
Didn't even do anything and waste 90 cents on MRT fare.

Rush my script and Chiong out of house without taking my porridge.
Damn Yvvone, her house is so far from MRT station.
Imagine a crippled old boy walking across many streets towards that Condominium.
What the hell, as you know my ankles, I can't walk very fast too.
And I am wearing Indonesian Slipper. IT STRUNGED!
The sandal, the string break, have to walk barefooted.

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Went Pasir Ris MRT with Rosamund, others are laughing at me -.-
Saw Senior Scouts in the interchange.
Took bus 88 and transfer to 113.
Came back home.
Dumb handphone, useless/ always receive sms 8 hours later.
If there is something emergency please call me thanks.

---
Gossips:-
Janice + Yvvone + Rosamund + ME
LOL I found out that cheryl no longer belong to 2BN and kick to 2HM.
活該. served her right. Call her to die. 叫他去死.
Yipee!!

~~All the people whose Surname is~~ 林 is nothing good, Seriously!
Take a few people for example:-
Lum You Min. Shan't say anything :P
Lim Kian Chong. ~~大騙子~~. HOPE HE DIES HOPE HE DIES HOPE HE DIES
Lim Yu Jia. PW did she do anything?
Karyn Lim. WTH she like Jing Hang. ~~哈巴狗想趴在桌子上吃烘肉~~.
Still got who?

Some Lyrics, Not for Blog Song, coz I wanna LIM KIAN CHONG SEE MY BLOG AND COMMIT SUICIDE.
一個像夏天一個像秋天
For OYC...
Ya! the lyrics suits him
We don't really contact each other nowadays anyway...

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

Only he knows who is "DArling" in the lyrics la. LOL...

LIM KIAN CHONG GET LOST!
LIM KIAN CHONG GET LOST!
LIM KIAN CHONG GET LOST!
LIM KIAN CHONG GET LOST!
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It's FF time!

I seriously hate him

2009-03-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply:-
Lynn: Next time go sogou.com and find yourself.

Quick post
ARGHHH!
I have guitar phobia liao...
Mr Raj says he next week going to have an audition on me.
Sharmaincy says I play too fast ---

I get to know the prettiest girl in guitar club today, Sandra.
==
Gave her chocolates.
But I don't think she has a good impression on me.
Hashhhh.

I seriously hate Kian Chong. WHY MUST HE KEEP APPEARING IN FRONT OF ME.
I thought he injured his back? Then still play basket ball?

I dun't wanna to be his friend!
不作你的朋友 for him.(New blog song)
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想　被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨　别这样下去
我难过　但是说不出口
一直逃避　我以為闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以　别回头
可不可以　就放手
可不可以　不作你的朋友

I just hate him out.
Please Don't appear in front of me anymore, I gonna to craze.

Lynn's request.
安靜了, for her also.

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的
粘人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你（wo~ 耶）
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一
努力就有结局 wo~
脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

Going compass point to scold someone now. Back in about 2 hours time

MIIIIIIAAOOOO Day

2009-03-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

Tag Reply:-
yiksheng: Hey! I'm A scout
CHERYLMINE: Yaya, who believe you, stop being sadistic.
Bella: I seriously can't remember who are you. So sorry
TL: Relinked.
HUIPING:D: 舉手之勞

Countdown To 2009 Guitar Ensemble SYF

Tired......
Seriously I become very EMO these days.
Even Jia Ru says that...
ARGhh!
All Thanks to scout camp and Kian Chong.
"我討厭你,我恨你,我在也不想見你了!"
Will say more about him later.
Let's start the whole thing on Saturday morning.
Damn Deon, He told me to wear School Uniform 1st.
Went inside School, change to Pe shirt.
What the hell, everything also push-ups and running.
Pair up with Mitchell for job week.
As a junior, I think his speaking is lousier than me.
He like to hit my stomach, argghhh
And he mime me of miming cats. Arghhh!
Meet with Yi Hng, Jia Jun, Kian Chong:@, and Shao Hua.
We went Tampines together.
What the hell, Jia Jun you are the lousiest speaker I ever met.
I seriously keep feeling very EMO and left out.
Mitchell and Yi Hng keep on talking about their own stuffs.
Jia Jun Extra go add inside.
Lim Kian Chong that shitter and Shao Huan also emoing to their own self.
All I do is push in my ear phones and tune in all my sad songs
安靜了,說你愛我,最近還好嗎,612星球,人質... Bla Bla
I go pasir ris, met up with Jia Ru and go Riverlife church.
He behave so differently when he is in school and outside.
Jia Ru is so immature when he is in school
But so mature when he is outside. WTH
I go back school.
What the hell, Chicken Rice for dinner, no vegetable at all.
How you expect me to eat.
Gym toilet, nothing wrong at all, (except the door)
SPI come for what. I felt like scolding them.
Deon stop showing off in the toilet can, you should be humble.
What the hell, I hate Shawn, he planned to Mango Duncan.
in Push-up position for 5 minutez.
Drink 500ml of water at 1 time.
terrible headache.
Seniors are nice.
All of you may hate Wen Zhe, but it is his duty
and also, he sleep very late coz' of us. poor thing also.
1 senior give me panadol, sorry I forgot his name.
Fong Sin gimme permission to wear sandals coz my toes are bleeding like siao.
coz of that, no Job week for the next day.
Damn Richie, Those who never bring Sleeping bag is their own business, why must we share out and have to sleep on the floor. I felt like Slapping him.
I didn't sleep for the whole night.
Luckily next morning That bastard Kian Chong hurt his back, 活該.
at least still got someone to accompany me for the whole day.
We sleep together, in different sleeping bag of coz.
from 10 to 2.
We go lucky station for lunch together.
His dad bring me to 53 bus top and I go home.
(be'coz Peng Yuan Sir Don't allow me go home alone)
Terrible headache.
SLeep at hoooommmmmrrr!!!
Today guitar also very doom.
Woke up at 5.30 fever.
Sorry Jing Hang, I see didn't see the post cards den I tell you it's 8 am. Damn Sharmaine.
My guardian told me to sleep... I woke up and start my sms...
I went to school and wait in 2DL, after that go guitar room with Jing hang.
We went compass point after that, WTF
SONARE MUSIC SCHOOL the tuner cost me 25 dollar
and 1 capo cost 25 also.
ArgghH!
I going esplanet to but a capo next time when I am free.
Or Call Rosamund help me go yamaha buy.
I bought my own tuner.
Went home and going sleep now, But.
CHange blog song

舞出彩虹 I seriously think it should change to 彈出彩虹 for me

听音乐已奏响
千万双期待的目光
凝聚在舞台中央

看裙角在飞扬
日与夜酝酿的梦想
就在这一刻终于点燃

多少次跌跌撞撞
终究没有退让
从未摇晃握紧的方向

所有的星光为我闪亮
我创造属于我的辉煌

听喝彩声回响
热情开始无限高涨
心连成舞的海洋

看炫耀的灯光
华丽的舞装像花绽放
装载着梦想自由旋转

多少次泪在眼眶
我用微笑抵挡
告诉自己总会有答案

所有的掌声给我力量
梦想的彩虹就在前方

多少次泪在眼眶
我用微笑抵挡
告诉自己总会有答案

所有的掌声给我力量
梦想的彩虹就在前方

我用心舞出每一个希望

That Dumb Kian Chong, Don't so arrogant
Don't want to reply Sms.
I HATE HIM I DUN 1 TO SEE HIM AGAIN!!!
I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!

Judgement Day is approaching!!

2009-03-06T21:51:00.004+08:00

Tag Reply:-
Cherylmine: Then you are happy of what??? Is it Kok Jian's humorous disturbance? LOL!
JIAYAN: I want my calculator.
yiksheng: LOL. Yala I Know you very pro. I took me several practice to master this skill.
TL: Yo DUDE, What's up?
Lynn: A fluuf???
liluan: RELINKed!

This few days are like shit. EXAMS!!!
I screwed up all my paper except history which I am quite confidant that I can get A.
:'(
I simply Like Tracy Chua I just don't know why. I think she is very cool!!!
I like JIARU a lot also. I can't live without sms-ing him each day. LOL.
Starting from term 2, I gonna give my guardian some dumb excuses to go Riverlife church. LOL
I will not go City Harvest. I think Sze Ning is a bitch.
She thinks she very mature isit???
Playing some cheep games with Lump Yeww Mint.
Jia Ru and Benton both in Riverlife. LOL sure some fun 1.
I don't really like Yhope, Cherylmine, Bernadette... Arghh!
All damn funny people.

I seriously Don't want to part with my Deskmate, He is humorous disturbing.
What the hell, he keep making me unable to concentrate in lesson.
HOOOOOFFFFFFF!!!!
But damn funny la hahah.
I seriously wanna sit with him.
He understand me a lot also.

kay! If WF change place, Let's have a 6 choices LOL
1st. Kok Jian, DESKMAATTEE.
2nd, Janice. Can copy her homework LOL.
3rd, Pei Xuan. Imagine how noisy 2DL will be...
4th, Wen Hao, He quite funny LOL.
5th, Jia Yan, I felt like making love with her. LOL
6th, Lump YEww Mint, I going slap her, but i will get molest :'(

Top 6 I dun 1 sit with
1st Sze Ning. Bitch, everything also shhhhhhhh and think herself very mature.
2nd, Po Chun, Poor Aldon.
3rd Jiajie, cant stand his laughter
4th Beatrice, louder than me
5th Zi Yu, I don't like him
6th Rochelle/Vannessa, I simply dun like them.

Huang Jia Hui is quite cool, but still lose to Tracy.

I wanna watch shutter
LOL Byre now

挑一张耶诞卡写上
满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得
一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都
已没有权利表达(没有权利表达)
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬(都还尴尬)
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

Will day

2009-02-21T00:03:00.008+08:00

Will day

2009-02-21T00:03:00.007+08:00

Tag Reply:-

valerie: Yo YO YOOOOO~~!!! Wooo hoooo!!!
LALALong:D Lalalong thanks for your choco latte!! Yooo hooo! YOu are such nice
CHERYLMINE: yayaya, I know you receive present from "him", that's why so happy
jinx: Through your beloved, Karyyn of 2HM
RAESHIANG: Hi -..-
Jiaxin♥: ain't you the BN jiaxin??? the Emo 1???

These Week is lousiest, very emotional for the whole week.
Even some 16 years old mother like Tan Zee Ning also like Singaporeans now.
Now in the whole class, Kok Jian understand me best.
Phng Ming is 2nd, Aldon is 3rd.
I am under a very huge pressure by my guardian's family and the number of homework.
I am feeling quite stressed now.
Thus, I am not Sudarno in this time.
I will slapped people.
I vomit XXX on people.
I screamed at people.
I XXX people.
just like today.

Monday is just plain doom.
Timetable changed.
Lee Jia Kang is a bastard, keep on coming to our class to kao peh,
and keep on insulting my beloved senior, Larry.
Starting next week, I am going to use the broom to chase him out.
He is just a few months older than me, thus there is no need for me to show any form of respect.

It start out with maths, stuck at relation.
(a+b)²=a²+2ab+b²
(a-b)²=a²-2ab+b²
a²+b²=(a-b)(a+b)
I memorise it! Hooray!!!

Wang Feng did not come, slacked.
Damn Lum You Min! Call us to bring baby photo.
Girl A give her, then she show to boy B and C.
Bitch Lum You Min.

English is ???
My worksheet is 1 liner 1 la.

Lunch I hate most, He came again --..--
I saw her again...
with another person...

Bio is damn sleepy
Mr Tan Damn Boring, Susan Low better.

LOL Charisma!
I still remember during our last week's charisma, Kok Jian says his talent is Masturbating. then Vanessa purposely ask Pussy Lai whats the meaning, Ahahaha.

Dumb assembly! Hate asssembly.

Home, Shit Home.

Tuesday, "Where is My DESKMATE."
Aww~! Kok Jian is absent :(
I miss him.
Life science is boring without him.
suck up Hua Qian
No more acting TL.

Geog period become 2 hours 2 weeks now.
Bad Chung Cheng.
Volcano Rawkss!
Ende's Peak is nice, LOL.

Open-eye sleep in Bio.

English: Almost fail EL. must brush up movie review.
Life is beautiful is so sad :C
Dumb Hitler.

Damn PW. I don't wish to talk about it anymore.

I have to see Mr. Bercury, so giving up Foorest Gump.
Jing Hang's hairstyle is gayish.
Karyn Damn happy :D
Antony 1st time report for practise.
Rosamund have stomach ache, not coming.

Home Shit Home.

Wed, Aiyo!!!

P.E.
We boys are unite!
TO Be punished together! Woohooo!!!!
I hate Po-chun and Zi Yu! Call them to die.
Tian Lerk Can't do a proper push up! :P
Aldon is the only one who kicked the net ball.
But everyone wish to be punished together.

Maths, Aiyo I dun want to mention.
Sleep in Bio, KOk Jian wake me up.
HCL also Sian...
Hist rawks!!! Whoooo!!!

I saw Fatty Chia at canteen, my whole day is spoilt.
I walk to bus stop, Daniel called me.
There was foot drill that day. Aiyo, so hot, still have to walk back.

Do You Know how hot isit the ground of the parade is in the afternoon?
Can you imagine yourself doing push-ups there?

Thurday!
I LOVE TRACY CHUA!!!
I Love TOH JIA RU!!!
TRACY CHUA RAWKSSSS!!!!

Lit lecture mark the starting of the day,
I seriously like Tracy Chua Alot.
Not because she is my guitar teacher in charge,
It is I think she very "windy".

Adolecent, I am undergoing that state now.

Jia ru is fun, I agree Xiang Bing is a very irritating guy.
Did you see 2MD's hand book??
Tracy Chua commented that, "Xiang Bing put his hand near Ren Kai's private part and pretended to stroke it, he thinks it is very fun to do that..."
Oho!!!
Tracy told us her life story.
"A very Irritaing guy", Everyone started shouting at Xiang Bing.
Tracy wear spectacles in the past, sure very nice 1 Hahaha.
"Poke the Eye!!!" Guy
and "bitchslapping"
I simpy like Tracy,

DNT suck out! I hate Mr Sim!

Didn't Sleep in Bio? Did I?
HCL, I owe Wang Feng 3 Jian Bao now.

Pei Xuan start chanting Karen Lim, Didn't come
And Gosh!
She didn't come...

We bully Miss Ang During Music Lesson Ha!

Jing Hang Tio detention, Karyn Very sad

and she drew this

LOL I show you another something!

Tada! Fatty Chia's name is strike out! Yahooo!
Everytime I saw fatty chia, a series of unfortunate events will happened.

I felt like playing a game calleed balcony down, sure fun 1.
If I die, 2DL you shall remembered for it.
Let me write my will 1st, hhahahah.
Never touch my guitar, I sealed it with my blood.
Maybe passed to someone that I trust, like Darrell? or Rosamund?
IF NOT YOU SHALL see.
My thumb drives, Tian Lerk shall format them and give out.
I see...
Ohya!
Before burning me into ashes, I wanna wear CCH's uniform with long pants.
I am 1994 after all.
So Pei Xuan Quick!!! Buy help me buy!!!
err. My paint? to Yi Xin Baa Hahahha.

My grief and vengeance shall always stay in DL.
Even if you summon your god, I shall use hatred to swallow them up.
Like I says, I am not a simple person after all.
Then I shall be a complicated ghost.

Today is Founders' Day
Thanks Mitchell for your PE shirt. Love You always!

Bye Now

New Blog song:-
曲名：街角的祝福歌手：戴佩妮
词:戴佩妮曲:戴佩妮
多少个秋多少个冬
我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题
就无心自扰
也曾想过
若真遇见我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角
不让你看到
只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到

Judge.

2009-02-11T21:44:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply:-
JIAYAN: If I don't have calculator, I will fail my maths test. Don't worry I will reward you, When the night sky wears the moon, I shall await you in room 265.
px: You should coach him to be more polite.
Gillian: :D
SHOPhilosophy: Are you insulting me?
HUIPING:D: I don't want link you? What can you do? :p
XINHUI (bn): er Hi?

Finally have a proper post.
These whole week is terrible.
Tests everyday =.=" and tonnes of homework.
My maths is deteriorating. I can't understand whatever Miss Chia says.
Doom! I am seeing her tomorrow, It is the end of Miss Sim's favourite student's life?
Monday is strikes out, I go for the Emcee Audition with Xin Hui and Cheylmine, sucks to those teachers. Biased!
Choose so many sec 1 which are damn bus-third.
Then sec 2 only choose BN and CR people. Argh.
Jia Ru is an OGLOOPS!!! he snatch my phone and going to sms Cherylmine, "Honey, I love you." =.=" Luckily I lock up my contacts, Motorola Rawks alot sometimes.
Tired:/
Tuesday is Sucky.! I WANNA GO SYF SERIOUSLY!!!!!!
!!!
!!!
Today is nice, Tracy did not check our essays :D
I get A1 for Chemistry Test, I saw Susan Low in the AFTERNOON along the Geylang River. I have a small chat with her. SHE RAWKS!!!

Lum you min you are a bitch, you shall see what I can do. :@
Two thumbs up for you!

Go to Tampines just now to find my cousin, =.= She switched off her phone -.- I take 81 back to kovan. Sleep all the way :D So Proud of myself. I bought Wen Hao's present and some stationary. I still owe Wang Feng 2 times 剪报. I SERIOUSLY WANNA GO SYF! WHO CAN HELP ME :'(

Valentine's day is coming, it looks like I have to spend it all alone again :(

(this blog will be dead until further notice, probably after Common Test.)

To be forgotten is worse than Death.

Do0msday

2009-02-06T21:31:00.004+08:00

Tag Reply:-
TUna: Who are you???
Karpoh: HOW DARE YOU FORGOT YOUR BROTHER.
chris: wadever
RAVERIE: Ahuufff???

Things are going more and more haywire as days goes.
I start appreciating sitting with KOK Jian. He is quite a nice boy too.
He always make me laugh, He can even whistle out "London Chocolate roll".
He always mimicking Wiliam Farquhar, "要不要考HSK?"
He can go and join Chinese Drama Club already.

Today is funny! KOK JIAN make pussy Lai says that she is having her periods

Damien is really cute. I kissed him trice, and his reaction was damn funny.

Sigh, Brandon quited councillor(according to Jia Kang).
But he has indeed changed a a lot, tug-out shirt and do other bad things.
He indeed looked funny in long pants.
I saw the notice board outside LT1 today, and section 5. TADA!
He looks like a P1!!!!
SO CUUUTUEEUTUTEUTUEUTEUTUEUTUETUEUTUET, No better words to describe on him.
He took this photo in Jan 2007.
(will post tomorrow if possible.

Jing Hang no longer coming for SYF :( He fractured his right hand coz' Xiang Bing sat on it. As you know musicians' hands are very important. I am going to take his place to SYF then.

Jia Ru Looks stupid with his new hairstyle. -.- Ya, he is forever shorter than me. :p I can't expect that he is from then same primary school as Yi Xin.
BUT HE RAWKS! I like his character a lot.
Last Monday Lit. Lecture, Tracy Chua was picking register number, he shouted 2DL 18, which is Rosamund. LOL. Tracy commented that Jia Ru is noisy.

Branton Foo is a not-bad-guy. Quite nice la, I had a chat with him. No wonder Rosamund don't like Xiang Bing.
Branton is more muscular than Xiang Bing.
Branton is smarter than Xiang Bing.
Branton is fitter than Xiang Bing.
Branton is more handsome than Xiang Bing.
Branton is gentler than Xiang Bing.
Branton is more gentleman than Xiang Bing.

OVERALL! I THINK THAT ROSAMUND CAN surrender herself to BRANTON FOO!

Rosamund Soh is Haaha!. She and register number 32 have some problems, can see right? Jia Jie and I planned not to tell Xiang Bing, coz we scared that he will commit suicide. Rosamund so pro, she played 1, 2, 3, 4! OMG! So charming. But I only like her eyes la. Hahaha. Xin Hui says she will fall in love with Rosamund if Rosamund is a boy. She teach me how to play 1,2,3,4 intro! Whooooossshhh!!!
I am going to try and practice like mad in order to take SYF.

Sigh, I am a guitarist yet I don't have a good voice, how am I going to win a girl's heart?

Yan Li is getting more and more irresponsible. And his "Xu Chao, Po-Chun, Zi Yu and those China"'s character is coming out. Arggghh!

Aldon is a bastard! I HATE HIM!!!

I stepped 1 girl's foot, and she thought that I was playing, so she stare at me. LOL, Kok Jian keeps on stepping my foot, damn Arghh. Thus I stepped back, then he "sissied" around.

I hate Jia Kang, Please stop coming to our class thanks. We don't welcome someone so Kao Peh as you

Valentine's day is coming, I wanna buy a balloon for her. I don't have enough money last year. Sorry...

4 Tests next week, Geography, English, Chinese and English Literature.

William Farquhar, Skinny Chia, Simpsoms Lam, Chubby Chocoboo, "Madam" Chua are stupid, give us so many homework.

I think I probably going to spend a weeks' of valentine of homework and tests instead of admiring her secretly.

Stole this quiz from Valerie, I think these questions are unique.

1) Single, Attached, or crushing?
-Crushing.

2) Are you happy with who you are?
-I am not myself.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-ya.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Obviously.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
-every now and then.

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
-yah for a period of time I will. But Time heals all wounds, I will forgive anything. only exception for those I really hates like Fatty Chia and Liu Mama sang...

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
-ya, I always says I am you Min and wanna marry Tian Lerk, isit counted??

8) Do you want children?
-Yah

9) How many children do you want?
-a half dozen

10) Would you consider adoption?
-No, I hate mudblood.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
-? What you mean.

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
-Arggh!!

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Yes.

15) Are you romantic?
-Ask her, I don't know.

16) Do you believe you can change someone?
-Yes.

17) If you could marry anywhere, money not an obligation where would it be?
-I wanna hold my wedding ceremony in CCH! hahahaha

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-I'm keeping the answer to myself.

19) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you couldn't?
-Yes but it always not possible.

20) Have you broken a heart?
-How to say?

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
-If my SIGNIFICANT ONES like SOMEBODY, What can I do, I am not so thick skin

我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角

22) What would you say about your last ex?
-Hui Xian you are a nice girl, I don't fit that post.
But this song is for you.

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回应

给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘分是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

Only the love that doesn't seek for an ending is eternal.

--
I planned to play 1,2,3,4 to "her", but I can't sing, my voice sucks. How???

---
Quote from Qian Hui, http://helloqianhui.blogspot.com/

I chanced upon this video.

http://www.bestgore.com/murder/dnepropetrovsk-maniacs-murder-guy-hammer-screwdriver-real-snuff-video/

I am not posting the video here cause it is really, really disturbing. I didn't manage to watch even half the video, but looking at the comments were enough.

More about it: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dnepropetrovsk_maniacs

I know that this might not be the most inhumane or sadistic murder that ever happened, but why do this? Best part was that they're young, rich, and killing for fun.

Argh.

---
Damn scary, Xin hui, you must not watch, coz you will cry for sure.
Aldon must watch, coz he will take virtual world into real life soon.
--
Scouting 2morrrow,
Bye

To be forgotten is worse than death

Scouts Day

2009-01-31T20:12:00.003+08:00

Today is terrible, horrible and vegetable.
I woke up at 6 and 赖床 until 6.30 then take a shower.
I reach school at 7.50, 20 minutes late. Mr. Lam is not there yet.
That FG boy, Phng Ming's detachment is inside. Oh Dear.
However if scouts have people like him, it will is funner.
1st, the senior talked to us about that and this.
PT is allrighty, but push-ups is ~`~
We have to tug in our PE shirt and unbutton all buttons. -.- Not like myself
I look super nerdy and dumb in my hairstyle.
Jiajun is more nerdy, thus he is main focus. :p
I can't do a proper push-up properly.
Same goes to Yi Hng, that FG boy, and Jiajun.
1 round around the school and 1 round around the lake, super tiring.
I HATE TYING THE ROPE~~ what Shitbend/sheepbang?
That's the last Knot that I can't.
All seniors are super horny, LOL.
Yi Hng is nice, teach me many things.
Looks like I have to pull 1 of the Diligence Family with me soon.

The marching is Arghh?!
So different when I do it in Indonesia.
Burrrr...

Flag Raisin' is stupid, so many housefly, can't even move.

Mr. Lam wore a damn gay shirt and came at 12 noon and then go back...

I am scared of the foot drills, have to do it under the sun.

I was dismissed at 1pm, but not them, poor thing.
I am going to take a shower next week if possible.

I bought a box of sandwiches and ate at bus.
I saw Miss Chia inside too.
She wore a pair of Sunglasses.
Oh Please, she is not Fann Wong too.

Came back.
I really hate Tan Chor Hian, that Gay-faced.
FULL of insults every word she said.
She is going tob get it.
Tooth picks on bed? Not a bad Idea.

Sleep until now...
Bye.

Sleepy Days

2009-01-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply:-

CHEYRLMINE: Huh? realise what?

I am getting more and more tired of my life.

I used to be one of the richest kid in my town.

How come I have to suffer like this now.

Who can help me now? Counsellor? No, she can't.

I believe Miss Chan may be the person that saved me out of my guardian house now, but she is gone.

I rather live on the street than in her house.

Sooner or later, I will sure go into craze.

I really hate my 2nd brother, we are related by blood, yet he is like treat me so bad.

And as my window went haywire yesterday and I am lazy to format again.

Thanks Tian Lerk for your Linux.

My brother purposely locked up "his" laptop.

I can't log in, then I became that Tan Chor Hian, Gay Face, BITCH, 三八強, Bus-third, daughter of a bitch's laughing stock.

He purposely keep adding salt to wounds.

I quarreled with brother already, he purposely keep on adding comments.

Look at that gay face now! Laughing ang talking to himself again.

Fish Him!

In HCI, yes he is. Lousiest Sec 3 class, lousiest subject combination,

I really hate him a lot.

If someone release me out of here, I will be very gladful...

I really want to rest...

For goddess' sake! They are playing Majong tomorrow again. How am I goin' to study? I utterly sad. I hope someone like maybe Yi Hng or Daniel can bring me out tomorrow.

Today is super sad.

My Lit-test is lowest in class, 1.5/25.

-.- :'(

I must bulk up no matter what. How am I going to go 3DL next year with result like that?

PE lesson, is a .(full-stop)

2MD is a previous lesson of us.

Everyone screamed at Xiang Bing and Rosamund.

Thus I shouted:-

"Xiang Bing! Rosamund hates you!"

"Xiang Bing! Rosamund says you are too fat for him"

Jing Hang says, "Nice 1, Sudarno."

Xiang Bing is very pissed.

Sze Ning and others who had just seen Xiang Bing today, commented that he is quite ugly.

Xiang Bing totally not compatible with Rosamund la!

Xin Hui and I seriously think that Branton Foo Suites Rosamund more.

HE IS MUCH HANDSOME AND WELL-BUILT THAT FOOL XIANG BING!

Xiang Bing! You Lousy man!

Javelin? What's that. I seriously don't know how to throw and I throw less than 1m. Probably I don't have enough strength.

I felt like sleeping for the whole D&T lesson, Mr. Sim is stupid! I hate him.

Chinese lesson is News In Class. I like that, it's so relaxing.

Miss Cheng is late for art today! Yahooo!!! I hate that Narcissist too.

Branton Totally look different in his NCC uniform, so "windy"

I can imagine Rosamund standing beside him, woah! So Compatible.

男才女貌!

I heard he has some dirty past with 1 girl in our class too.

BUT! he is quite rude, he did not say "hi" to me. Minus marks.

Rosamund must choose more carefully.

Fatty Chia loiter around the canteen just now, so I hid around and hanged into the class. I went parkway with Sze Ning after than.

She lost her ez-link card. LOL.

But it was later found at the bubble tea shop.

Take 76 and go home, sleep in bus.

Come back and face this terrible mayhem...

Have scouts tomorrow. bye.

Day of Doomy

2009-01-29T21:26:00.004+08:00

Change Blog Song
一直很安静 - 阿桑

空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
作这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终于相信
分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回应

给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘分是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

Tag Reply:-
HUIPING:D: Okay... If you 1 more, get from me.

Fantastic tired yesterday.
Some problem with my phone,
it received SMS after 8 hour later, which YC and Sze Ning says.
3 lessons yesterday.
Chinese Lesson is nice, Read Newspaper all the way.
Maths lesson is stupid.
Skinny Chia Big Fat Liar.
She says no homework, yet still leave us question 8.
Tired, Next Thursday Chemistry Test, Friday Maths Test.
Literature lesson is damn nice.
I saw Tracy Chua yesterday, but how come she did not come our class?
We were like cheering, "Tracy Chua, didn't come..." (Sadistic)
AND SHE REALLY DIDN'T Come!

Dismiss at 10.45am.
NO LUNCH -.-"

I went home and sleep from 12.30 pm to 8 pm. Wahh! Super relaxing!
I only receive Sze Ning's and YC's sms by then.
Walao, my guardian says they only playing Majong From 12 to 6.
BUT it became 11pm.
Argghhh! Cannot sleep early.

Today is stupid, Miss 3 times bus at the morning.
I reach school at 7.05am. ARGGHHH!!!
Wang Fei came and switch off the light again.
I forgot to bring my thermometer, where I put it? Haiishshh.
Chemistry is quite boring.
The test I have 1 wrong le!
Lithium Hydroxide + Ammonium Nitrate(Nitrate? or Choride?)
It should be Lithium Nitrate + Ammonia gas + water
I go replace water with Hydrogen :'(
SAD.

ACC, Ting Xie, Stupid Wang Fei.
My Ting Xie Horrible le! Many Wrongs!
Red Cliff is nice! 小燕子 is funny.
LOL! Wang Fei Scan away the sexual scenes part. HAhahahaha
Kok Jian told me there is this movie "40-years-old virgin"
He recommend me to watch! Balahaha.

(Recess) Singaporeans are brain-less!
I ask Si Min to help me buy burger, coz' I don't want to see Anna's punk face downstairs.
(Chicken Burger with Cheese and Eggs)
She tell Beatrice to help me buy.
The stall don't sell eggs today.
So she can still buy a Chicken Burger with Cheese only right? or make a phone call to me.
Then She didn't help me buy. So fat still so dumbass. Daughter of a bitch among a bunch of bitch.
I am super Hungry.
By then when she told me, It's already 10.20am, too late to go down myself.

Big Bitch, Fat Ass.
Sucks to you~

Calligraphy is LOL! Kok Jian went to trace the flower. Nice but it's rather funny small.
Although Mao Bi "praise" mine is not bad, then still but mine behind Zi Yu's 1.
Erghhhh!

Maths is damn! Skinny Chia give us so many homework. :@
English test is walao! I going re-write later.
Mr Bercury is really a good teacher! I LOVE HIM!!!

Guitar is a bit maddy today.
Only 1 sec 1 is present.
the four Diligence are chewing Bubble gum all the way.
I start Chewing, then Yvvone then Hui Zhen.
Rosamund too jealous, she ask for 1 although her braces...
I took a Zi Lian Photo of mine.

My Camera Screen cracked, so bear with it.
Zzzz, where can I find a place to fix my phone? Haishshshshsh...

Tan Chor Hian is a damn bastard,
I tag a random person blog, yet that bitch start making comments.
Sucks to him!
Hope he fall down staircase tommorow :D

Bye for Now.
To Be forgotten is worse than death.

Day of Bad Indo

2009-01-27T22:05:00.003+08:00

"I have indeed grown taller"...

Bloodshed, Greed, Hatred and Ignorant filled out Indonesia.
My country won't survive than.
As you know, Bupati(Head of STH) said no more black-out in Tanjung Balai Karimun,
It's a lie!
Just today and 24th Jan, it blacked out.
Personal motor engine were used by every household, causing more poisonous gases to form.
Yet Indonesia still claimed they want to create a clean environment foe her citizens.

Indonesia is corrupted, very corrupted now.
Some heroes must be out, to save this countries.
I don't wish to see my country rotting out.

For the pride of a scout, I won't die now.
One day, I will be one of those rebellion that over throw this vortex of greed and hatred. ALL Indonesian citizens are suffering, yet the government still eat the citizens' money. Those malays bully us, the Chinese. Racism is yet an unsolved problem.
Our President is just a puppet is by our Vice-president. Most of the affairs are govern by the Vice-president. What can we do?

How I wish Singapore government can govern my hometown.
Making that good place to be a flourish place but without citizens like Tan Bing Hwang, we will be very grateful.

(From My one Sided point of view)

To Be forgotten is worse than death

Crazy Days

2009-01-27T19:36:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply
Xinhui: Aluuufff???
Shi Hwei: Happy 牛 Year
Shao Wei: You like to say, go ahead.
BH+ Daryl = For goddess' sake.
I am too lazy to read your tags.
Go ahead and spam, I can't do anything to stop you two gays anyway.
Don't you have a so called "TRUE" friends?
Low self-esteem and ignorant.
What else can I used to describe you 2?
I can't believe you write down your Big Fat name in my tag board.
I always thought that you 2 are those cowards that will keep in disguise of others' names.
You 2 should really find a good, and healthier hobby than spamming to keep your lives enriched.
If you really don't like my blog, don't hesitate to press Alt + F4.
Why spam and waste your energy?

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24th Jan
My voyage is at 3 pm, but I have to arrive there at 2pm.
I packed and squeeze my things into my little bag.
Then my guardian still want me to bring along BBQ meat, and some stupid stuffs.
Argghh!
I don't wanna carry them!
I want to go there lightly and come back lightly.
Thus I rushed out of "home" and heck care anything.
I think she complained to my mom or something, coz' she called me and scolded me.

I bought a box of obento and ate it at the ferry.
2 hours...
Luckily My SE W302 is still quite useful sometimes.
I reached home at 7 pm.

I want to visit my Great-grandma that night but to no avail.
Due to the fact that my talkative grandpa came and noise around and went back at 11 pm.
My mother said it's too late then, so visiting her tomorrow.
However... Haishhh

25th Jan
At the morning, my mother woke me up and rushed to my Grandma's house.
I was left at home that day.
I don't know anything so I walked there.
I stalked at my godmother's house because she told me what had happened.
My great-granny just passed away...
My 50 red packets, :'( Gone....
No more hot pot too...
My Grammppss...

The funny thing is I allowed to neither go out of my neighborhood area or my grand-granny's funeral. Thus I just hanged and loitered around the whole place.

I think none of you will have this experience before. You have a very very very close friend 10 years ago. However, you have to go out of the country to pursue your studies. Thus you lose all contacts with him for 7 years. When you came back to your place, at the 1st sight of him, you will already know that it is HIM! However he has no memories of you anymore.
Haisshhh, My dear Sandi, has forgotten fully of his old friend... All he does is only stared at me again... "To be forgotten is worse than death"...
(In a Clothes Shop)

I still have Julianto and Herianto, but my mom don't allow me to visit them.

At night, My mad mother finally allowed me to go to the funeral.
I shall help out whatever I can.
Great-granny took good care of me when she is still conscious of this world.

26th Jan (Where are my red packets?)
I am not allowed to go out.
I am not allowed to visit my dear friends.
I am not allowed to go to the funeral.
No one visited me.
Normally at this year of the day, I will gained 20 red packets by then, now.. Haishhh...
I took a nap at 4.30pm and woke at 7 pm to watch 情天大聖. Quite lame -.-
I was hungry...
I mad mom allowed me to go to the funeral then.
Played Chinese Chess with my cousins.
I saw that jerk who ate my father's money away.
That person, who make my life into this miserable state.
If it is not him, I am still one of the richest kid in class, but now...
I ate the burger that my uncle bought.
I slept at 3 am.

27th Jan
I switched away my W302 to K800i
I regretted now.
That dealer says that is is not 2nd hand. then I bought it and found out that it is 2nd hand.
The SMS is still there, and 3 green spots on the SCREEN.
ARGGHHH!
And I think that's Lum You Min's phone...
3 mega pixels still so lousy.
ARgghhh
My Crystal Case just cracked when I accidentally dropped it. :'(

I just came back from indo. -.-
All shops are closed, argggghhhhhh
I went watson to but daily needs and the machine Beep when I go in and out. 0.0
I look like a thief...

I wanna buy a pink colour hand phone casing but to no avail, no shop open..
Where to buy track pants? beside FBT, what can I buy???

When I came home, I heck care already.
They don't gimme red packets then don't give la,
我不稀罕.

Bye for now...
To be forgotten is worse than death.

Days Past

2009-01-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

It's been 3 weeks since school started.
Time flies.
I am going back Indonesia for a few days.
I just quarreled with my brother and guardian again.
The computer infected virus itself? What can I do?
I can't even back-up before re-formatting.
Now they scold me instead.
Oh, Please, All my important things are gone.
All memories of her...
The class and CCa photo which i lost..
Hua Qian's portrait...
All my Music files...
My CDs images...

ALL GONE ALL LOST
What can I do la! Bitches and Bastards. I know this computer don't belong to me, but..

How I wish I owned a Mac Book, but I am sure my two stupid brothers won't allow it even when my mom wants to buy it for me...
Bastards. Jerk. Scumbags.

Please bring me to a world without this pain

Eternal Darkness

2009-01-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply:
lynn: whatever.
JIAYAN: YO!
Valerie: YO HI!!! Will go later
Xinhui: Ohh Fuuff.

I am getting more and more depressed as the days goes.
At home, at school, all are the same.
I just quarreled with my stupid brother just now.
He has his own laptop, yet purposely snatching computer from me.
I want to use his laptop then, he went kept it is his drawer...
I am so pissed off...
I went to call my mother directly.
Then instead she scolded me.
What! What kind of family I am in.

I am totally disappointed and sad with my life now.
I am always filled with rages.
In school, Aldon Teng always bully me.
At least those Kok Jian's and Hua Qian's matter it's still okay,
That can be forgotten.
But the bullying matter is serious.
It's making me some shadows for my whole life already.

At "home"(so called home),
My guardian, cousins, that hot-headed mental(my guardian's husband's sister) and my brothers.
They are driving me crazy!
I still remember that day when I bought my guitar, so I brought it home.
She screamed at me the moment i went inside the house...
But overall, she can be quite nice.
But I still hate her.
Still got a lot of things to say about her.

My Cousin,Tan Chor Hian, so what if he is in HCI?
He cheated in though appeal, 251.
Lose to me still so proud.
Son of a bitch.
He is just a spoil brat.
Uniform also need mother to prepare.
Water bottle also need mother prepare.
PE attire also need mother to put in his bag.
He never flush the toilet after he peed.
He is nothing but only a bag of flesh.
Ignorant, No self-esteem, dependent.
Every time I came home from outside,
he purposely don't want to open the door for me.
So i have to wait, maybe 5, 15 minutes? 30 minutes? 1 hour? 2 hour?
Until someone came back to open the door for me.
You may say i should bring keys, but my guardian don't allow!
What I can I do to that?
Who can I tell?
WHO? ANSWER ME!

My guardian's husband's sister is Coco Too's mother already. (mother of a bitch)
Like I said before, she is in wood bridge before.
She came back damn late at night.
Then she will make a lot of noise.
She will wash her hair, Wash her clothes, pack her things and use the hair dryer.
SUPER NOISY!
Some time when she is packing her things, she will switch on the light some more.
Hey! It's mid-night already! I need to study the next day, Can't I get some peace?
She is a damn.
Some times I will wash my PE pants myself. Thus I hang out the window which she does that also. Any problem with that? She scolded my guardian for that, and say I should be sent to wood bridge.
You Imagine that? You will you became.
It looks like the thoughts of my suicidal day is approaching, even before my mother come and look after me.
Mum, I am sorry, I don't think I can wait until that day already.
You may say I can go and sleep in my cousin's room, but there is no more space!

I am awfully tired of my own life, very very tired.
I want to rest... for eternal...

---
Some quote:
(FFVI, Celes in opera house)

"O my hero, my beloved,
Shall we still be made to part,
Though promises of perennial love
Yet sing here in my heart?
I'm the darkness,
You're the starlight
Shining brightly from afar.
Through hours of despair,
I offer this prayer
To you, my evening star.
Must my final vows exchanged
Be with him and not you?
Were you only here
To quiet my fear...
O speak! Guide me anew."

"I'm thankful, my beloved,
For your tenderness and grace.
I see in your eyes,
So gentle and wise,
All doubts and fears erased!
hough the hours take no notice
Of what fate might have in store,
Our love, come what may,
Will never age a day.
I'll wait forevermore!"

---
Yesterday is fun man! Mr Lam went to read our blogs.
Luckily he didn't read mine. :D
Aldon's blog, = http://iamamushroom2.blogspot.com/
See his 1st post,
I quoted it:

Who to choose???
Hey... Mushroom rocks!
In IB now. Just stared across the tables...
Saw my beloved janice...
I am in a delimia...
Who should i choose?
Yu Jia or Janice can tell me through my tag board???
THANKS AND MUSHROOM ROCKS

Yesterday guitar lesson, 4 of us are gossiping LOL.
Wen Hao's armpit hair is too long.
Mr. Wang Fei's 1 also.
Then we are giggling and ROFL-ing out.
I know which 2 person the girls hate most leh.
HOHOHO
ANYWAY, WE DON'T WANT FATTY CHIA TO BECOME OUR PHYSIC TEACHER NO MATTER WHAT.

Today is Chinese New Year Celebration.
We won 2nd for the notice board.
I screamed the loudest, among the whole class, maybe not, the whole level, or maybe better, the WHOLE SCHOOL!
Sze Ning said she could hear me in AVA room. LOL

We went Sing Post KFC after that, Yan Li, Sze Ning, You Min, Wen Hao, Aldon, Tian Lerk and I. :D
We saw Sheena there too.
We actually want to make Tian Lerk and You Min sit together 1, but too bad.

After the KFC's Sze Ning's fork event, I go parkway with Sze Ning.
Then to Tan Gin(church friend)'s home.
So nice la! the sea view is fascinating.
The sea breeeze is coooooling.

Sze Ning introduced me Daniel, 3EP.
A scout too. HE tell me the time to report and etc. LOL.
We went parkway to buy their party needs?
Then I borrowed Tan Gin's guitar for practice.
Tan Gin's home has 1 大伯公 statue.
I can't feel the spiritual essence that come out from it.
It is like so long since it is prayed.
or isit even 開光?
I went out of his house at 4.20pm abd went home straight.

Day of the Doom

2009-01-21T20:36:00.003+08:00

Tag reply:-
JIAYAN: Huh?!

These two day is STUPID!!!! Let's start from yesterday.
I quarrel with Kockie at Charisma lesson,
Why are all the Singaporens in this attitude?
I wonder what will be the Singapore future be?
When each one of those brats were spoilt brats.

Chemistry is borring yesterday, only copying, no Sexy Commando Gaiden.

I hate Beatrice, that bitch keeps on laughing at perverted stuffs.
I teach her the perfect way of holding a guitar,
then she was like insulting me all the way.
SO fat still like that, I am going to punish her some days.

Life science is 無聊.. However I like the Ethanol. Two hour of Goong Goong.
English is terrible, horrible vegetable!
Stupid Chubby Chocoboo is SUPER BORING and give us test tomorrow!
I felt like killing her!
I must do well!
But what I can learn from?

Project Work is My doomsday. Qing Zhao and Jun-Er, 2 Singaporeans Bastards keep on laughing.
They are not serious at all! Most part are done my Me! and Yujia. LOL, we started giving teachers nickname again, 王峰 ---> 王菲. LOL, They miss Miss Chan Bee Yan too :'(
They keep cracking jokes, they say what the F1 starting national anthem has Miss Ranita, Madam Kee Chwee Hoon and Mrs Susan Lau. LOL they say Mr Loh Chee Lin has 5 wives, Mrs Susan Low, Madam Kee, Miss Ranita, Madam Tan(VP) and which teacher???

I went guitar practice after that, The sec 1 not coming, so I go ICA to make my mum's stuff. LOL
130+ applicants queuing in front of me. so I became Gong Gong also la!
then my mom called me and said my great-granny is dying...
喜事變傷事...
Reach home at 7.30pm.
I went popular to buy some stuffs. and went home. I CAN'T FIND MY JACKET :'( THAT I WANT.
I went to sleep!

Today is a rip-off day.
I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!
I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!
I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!I HATE BO YEH WEN!!!
Sucks to him, seriously!

Wang Feng is quite free these few days, coming our class at morning just to switch off the lighting appliances. -.-
Stupid Po-chun did not wait for me just now.
He called me to accompany him to see the CCA HOD, who was standing in the yellow line then. After his conversation with a few "bunk CCA students" Po-Chun get his Change CCA form, I ask for the scouts form. Thus he went staffroom to get.Stupid Po-Chun leave without me. I hate him! So I am like standing on the yellow line alone. (Wind Blow) Then a lot of teachers like Mr Lam, Miss Chua walked past, seeing me there, shaking their heads. I want to tell them I am not punished! Looks like this misunderstanding will not resolve now. :'(
Maths is "sssiiiiiaaaannnnnn". Miss Chia says in 2 weeks' time, there gonna be a maths test...
HCL period switch with ACC. Yahooo! We read news paper and gossip for an hour.
I asked Mr. Lam to sign the scouts form. Then HE THINKS THAT I AM PUNISHED JUST NOW!
He keep asking, you naughty or not? Then I told him I am just getting the form, not punishment. He signed the form. Then the memorization test he freed me when the Randomize software show 36! LOL...
Acc is 赤壁 which I think is pirated... I enjoyed it too...

EPS and Music are stupid subjects! :@

SHITTY ROBOTICS, SHITTY YEH WEN.
LAST YEAR, when Jane is still here, it's super organized!
Now in that BO's hand, it's horrible!
He keep picking up on me la walao!
He wanted me to produce my medical certificate of cannot bending my backbones for too long?
Others can slacked than I cannot! How unfair. Jane will not do that!
What Lego Lego Lego! So many things to do is all your fault.
You called yourself possessed a good leadership?
You are just nothing better than Ryan Siow who slacked like mad, BO!

---
(Shit enough of him)

Larry asked me how come i want his pants, i actually want to answer him,
coz' he is in LY, a good class, so i want to absorb that. LOL

====

I meet her, again...
in 76, double deck.
Just sit directly opposite each other.
She was eating a packet of potato chips...
She didn't even talk to me, or do the eye brow sign again.
Probably Laura's rumors feared her.
My Stupid MP3 played me those super sad songs on the journey, 不作你的朋友, 最近還好嗎, and other super sad songs. We are just separated by a layer of gas, hatred, repulsive feeling and unseen able wall... just for that 20 minutes. Until at MRT station she get down...
She doesn't even say bye, not even turn back to look at me, running off like I am hot on her heels.
The next songs are 一個人生活 and 他還是不懂, uncontrollable tears rolled all of sudden...
"To be forgotten is worse than death"
Everyone's gone... Even her... There's nothing left for me in this world.

Sadistic Day

2009-01-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

I am terribly emotional today, all thanks to Kockie.
The 听写,he pissed me off.
As you know no. 6 is 滑稽, 7 is 侥幸. I mixed them, so i asked him what's no. 6.
He purposely tell me other thing, making me go wrong.
Kockie I hate you!

Tag reply:-
px: thanks. It's my job to decorate the classroom's notice boards. I will try to focus in class even though the teacher is stupid Chubby Chocoboo.
JIARU:Hi!

Today Miss Lai talk about our personal blogs things. LOL, she say some of us give teachers nickname and etc. I agreed that! I am that person. I think Miss Lai had read my blog coz' mine has the most teacher's nickname 1. LOL! Okay let's list down all the teachers' nickname again!

Miss Chia YT: 老不死， skinny Chia.
Mrs Karen Lim: Stupid Chubby Chocoboo.
Mr Ryan Chia: Chia Chia, Fatty Chia. (after that conversation with Sze Ning, I don't think he is that bad already, but i don't know why I still hate him.)
小刘老师(CL drama Teacher): 妈妈桑
Mr Teo(HOD): Hippopotamus
Mr Wang Feng: Long armpit hair chimpanzee.
Miss Chan Bee Yan DELYSE SAYS 1!: 喇嘛
Mr Yap: Gay Yap
Miss Lai: Pussy Lai

Class Decoration period is a total crap.
TSN, HPC, OTF, YL add together already 60 over years old.
Yet Still so childish.

I felt like joining Robotics back into my 2nd CCA. Coz' Yeh Wen is stepping down, no need to study his face again. :D. So it is true that Mother Joey is the CCA chair??

"To be forgotten is worse that Death"Freya
:'(
Am I forgotten?

Make some stupid Quiz to craze Li Ping
If you have 3 daughters, what name will you give them?
Celes. (end with full stop) (it will become a terrible unsound name if it like Celes Pan?)
Lyon.
Garnet./Dagger.
If you have 3 sons, what name will you give them?
Edgar.
Cylde.
Tir.

Bye for now!

腰酸背痛 Day

2009-01-18T22:06:00.004+08:00

I just went to habour front centre to check-in my cousin ticket to Batam.

I went Vivo's challenger next, I couldn't find the earphone that I need.

I went IP zone and could not find the jacket I want.

I went Bt. Merah Library to study after that.

I went Junianti's house for dinner after that.

I went Tiong Challenger after that to buy the earphones.

I went Heartland Mall's Popular after that to buy divider(for Chinese File), Liquid Paper and Glue sticks.

I went home after that.

(-.- What a message? what am I typing)

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*hello. you do maths liao?

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*do until question 5

*i still not quite understand

*so i am finding Miss Chia 2morrow

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*oh. why nvr do the rest?

*okay. tmr got ms chia period anyway

*i just wanna ask why got ans one

*starting from question 6

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death said (10:15 PM):

*the WB i dun 1 do la

*so sian

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*oh

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*you appear offline for?

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death said (10:16 PM):

*I going sch 2morrow early

*to copy

*and ask Miss Chia

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*what time

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*as usual la

*6.45

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*lol okay

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*and learn Ting Xie

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*haha ok.

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*My holiday homework gone case le

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*why

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*so Ting xie is my only hope

*Coz my holiday homework is crap but nth

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death said (10:19 PM):

*anyway

*the worksheet

*only need to do until question 5]

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*really? who say one

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*you lok at the wroksheet

*from qusetion 6

*they give answer liao

*anyway

*aldon also say

jiayan-pwns@hotmail.com says:

*oh

*ok

*good

*i doing question 6 now haha.

*quite easy

Kyril Fratley To be forgotten is worse than death says:

*they gimme headache

-----

Huuff Huff Huff,

me is tired, Bye Bye Bye!

Chewing gum for the whole 2DL after CHinese new year

Yahooo!

My lady, I... I have missed you so much... I began my search for

you immediately after you left me. Where have you been all these

years...? To what corners of the world have you traveled? My dear lady...

I climbed the highest mountains only to hear rumors of your

victories... I searched the deepest valleys only to find your footsteps.

But I never found you. And in the end, I heard something... Something

unbearable! You left me nothing but only news of your death!

:'( sad days just past

2009-01-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

All foreigners in CLASS, except Hua Qian, deserve a tap on the back.
We don't have a wonderful family now, all living in guardian house.
Abuse, bullied by the guardian's family.
Our families are not with us, our dearest parents...

Cheers to us for being so strong
Cheers to us for surviving until today
Cheers to us for only crying inside our heart when we miss our family

Today is a stupid day!

2009-01-18T10:49:00.003+08:00

Today is a stupid day!
Today is a stupid day!
Today is a stupid day!

I hate this world!
I hate this world!
I hate this world!

There is nothing else for me to continue living!
Family Scattered over the continent.
Chung Chengers are not those "Best Friend" type!
My Dearly best friend has forgotten about me.
I am bullied everyday.
How in the hell can I continue surviving ~
I am being betrayed by my friends.
Villains all around the school.

How am I...

Blog Song

2009-01-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

612 星球 - S.H.E

满园玫瑰我以爲找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

Judgement Day

2009-01-17T16:28:00.004+08:00

Tan Chor Hian is a damn bitch.
He has hands and legs yet calling me to open the door.
Who cares about him then, Play DOTA so what, He think he can command me?
When I am playing FF6, he keep nagging how to play bla bla bla.
Like I don't know how to play like that. Sucks to him.

Larry is one of my best senior. I ask him for the sec 2 pants as mine is super tight.
He said he wanted to gimme. Yahoooo...
I am surrounded by good people in school.

I found a website for watching ponyo
http://v.youku.com/v_playlist/f2610781o1p0.html

hehehehe. Enjoy!

All my good seniors are:(Just be random)
Joey
Eelin
Blossom
Larry
Ginny
Sheena
Laura
Bjorn
Shellen
Sharmaine
and Whuuff?

Seniors I hate the most:
Yeh Wen
Jia Kang
Brandon
Eugene
Ang Xing Yan
and Whoof?

Juniors that I like most:
Denise
Shawn
Darrel (my cutie pie)

Junior that I hate most:
Yeo Boon Kia(bastard among bitches)

Classmates that I LOVE!!!
All foreign students except Hua Qian
Rosamund
Aldon
Phng Ming
Kok Jian
Pei Xuan and Jia Yan's clique except Hua Qian and Hui Ping
Cherylmine
You Min
Tian Lerk and All my robotics members
All my Guitar Members.
DAMIEN!!!
Valerie
Yi Xin

Classmates that I hate most:
Clara
Hui Ping
Hua Qian

School mates that I hate most:
Goh Eng Xuan
Fool Xiang Bing
Pearlyn Goh

School mates that I love most
Yi Lun!
Jing Hang!
Ryan Siow

Doomsday

2009-01-15T22:57:00.005+08:00

Tags reply:
Th TUNA FISH, MUAHAHAHAHA: Lame. I am Huamn not freak.

I am super-duper tired now.
I am still online because I am still rushing 習字.
How can I sleep early. I have CCA until 6pm++
By The time I came home, it's already 7.30pm.
When I started preparing things like showering and dinner,
It's already 9pm when I can finally started everything.
English is done. I am still doing 習字.
Wang Feng you are Mad! I hate you!
Miss Chan where are you :'( I miss you.
I still left 9 pages. Arghh!
I still left 公函,EL lit(I think i going ignore it), and mathematics.
Miss Chia is stupid too. These current teachers have no mercy on their students.
Her lesson is getting more and more boring.

My mood is totally crap up today. It's going to affect me for the whole week.
All credits are to Fool Xiang Bing.
What's the matter with him? I just ask him wanna' take 62 with me?
Coz' Jing Hang not here today, no one take bus with me.
He like use vulgarities on me. I can heck care that and walk off with Cheylmine.
After that he used his file and hit my head, and quickly rush in the CO room.
I chased him before the entrance and slapped him. Then he like say, "Come la, come inside lah!" I delivered a punch, but it missed, unfortunately. But that slap scared him at least. When I left, that gay-faced, in disguised of loving Rosamund, jerk make some bad comments that I replied with anything. Maybe tomorrow or next week when Jing Hang is here he is going to get it. I going to punch him very badly.

I may be emotional tomorrow, please bear with it.

I felt like showing this photo to Miss Ranita or that gay's form

Some Quote: (from sogou.com/baidu.com)

镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过

慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

要说什么
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪
天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我
他还不懂还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走
过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么

都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

在第一时间拯救我

Tragedies days of Doom

2009-01-14T20:47:00.004+08:00

Oh god, I am so painful living in this world,
why must you still continue putting me here?
I am sick of living in the human world.
It's nothing but a vortex of greed and hate...
I am still wondering how many more days I can survive here.
Please bring me go...

I am highly emotional today.
Yesterday night, I engaged with Lum You Min for a little "Going Flare Up" quarrel.
All thanks to the apple of the discord, Lalalong bitch asshole, that dispute everything.
I want to help and I contributed so many pieces of Majong Paper.
Yan Li passed me the notes, so that bitch is not happy..
I really felt like slapping her. Be it she is whose daughter, it doesn't really matter.
She is just a inhuman little brat.
All of you may think that she is very nice girl or something,
SHE IS TOTALLY A HOARSE.
A total disgrace to the lord.

I went habour front centre to book tickets. Sadly, Next Friday 6 pm is already maxed out.
11 am is still available. However coz' laladino's birtday, so have to stay on friday, cannot skip school. Thus, i boarded Sat 3 pm instead. :(

I bought a guitar yesterday at Compass point. Jing Hang brought me there. $150 + $18 for the bag.
It is not properly tuned up, how can i practice?

Tragedies Days for my poor finger nails

2009-01-12T22:09:00.003+08:00

Tag Reply
Lynn: Yo! Ninja!

Whatever. Rosamund has no relation with me.
Whatever she does, it's none of my business too.

I HATE ENGLISH!
I HATE ENGLISH!
I HATE ENGLISH!
Mrs Karen Lim ~~sucks out~~.
SHE IS THE MOST BORING ENGLISH TEACHER I EVER MET.
SHE LOOKS LIKE A CHUBBY CHOCOBOO. A DUCK A DUCK A DUCK!!!
SHE IS DAMN FUSSY. BUYING FILES IS OKAY, YET STILL NEED SOME TROUBLESOME DIVIDERS.
SLAP HER SLAP HER SLAP HER!!!

Today interaction period is fun. Mr Wang Feng is a good form teacher.
I should not used him to compare with Chia Chia.
We ran around in concourse. Haha!
What is happening in 2MD. All of them are ignoring me suddenly,
Isit' because of Rosamund?

Pei Xuan's table has the "ponyo" lyrics there. ROLF.
And she already memorized it.

I screamed at Kok Jian at Maths Lesson today. Sorry Kok Jian. I am quite emotional and stress today. Hope you can understand that.

I just came back from Heartland Mall. It's freezing cold. I spent a lot for today and yesterday. 6.90 on hair treatment( Acidic), 4.90 on my hand phone pouch, 3.90 for my Ring File, 2.90 for my screen file, 2.50 for my highlighter, 3 dollar on a green and a red pen, 1.30 on my Blue-Coral Ice blended, 3.50 on the D&T book and still got some that i forgot. Total = Approx. $28.90. Aww. Ohya! Still have my 2GB memory card and 1 card reader, which is about $30. and yesterday food is about $15. HOW MUCH IS STILL REMAINED IN THE BANK! I still have to buy Guitar! :'( So If you owe me money now. I will persuade you like mad. AND MARCUS! My $4.40 is still with you.

25th is Laladino's birthday. Our Lady who cried after watching 一共升的眼淚. Lalalala

Create a Blog Quiz to sabotage LiPing! Lalala
Who is your motherly figured friend?
Tan Sze Ning.
Who is your fatherly figured friend?
Yan Li.
Which close friend of you is a damn Bitch or Bastard?
Lum You Min.
Up till now, which are the 3 most bitchy person you have ever met in your life?
Coco Too, Han Hui Ping and Pearlyn Goh.
Name 3 friends whose birthday is coming soon,
Stevani - 20th
Yiksheng and Elgar - 22th
Xin Hui - 25th
Hatred or Loved?
Hatred.

Too Lazy to continue, Bye...

Finger's day

2009-01-08T22:00:00.004+08:00

Tag Reply:-
cherylMINE: thankies! I love you!!! Wooooooooo!!
JIAYAN: GIGGLEEEEEEESSS!!! RECOVER????

Today Lesson is a total crap. It starts off with Chemistry. I almost fall asleep. Mr Lam showed us the "ponyo" again! I recover my composure after that. The nest lesson is ACC. Wang Feng is quite fun, he told us about those Emperor's stories. I became ACC rep. Thanks to Yan Li! Yeah Yanli, I thank you. Hua Qian, 姦人有惡報. 今天十三你都不懂,你有資格當嗎? Life Science is nothing. The teacher is H cup, I am sure. I spend my 2 hour foolishly. Chinese lesson is nice. Wang Feng showed 一公升的眼淚's trailer. quite nice! SO TOUCHING. I almost cried. The girl is contracted with 大腦縮小症. Poor Thing! She only lived for 25 years. She taught me life is so short, I have to cherish what I have now.
I HATE ENGLISH LESSON! MRS KAREN LIM IS SUPER BORING! I HATE HER.

I went guitar after that. I memorise the note leh. EDF, ABC, DFG, GAB, CD, EFG. If I am not wrong lah. I come out the school with Jing Hang and I make a new friend, Branton. He is quite nice, he started asking about Rosamund when he knew I am in 2DL.

Hahhahahah! I just completed my Lit WS. Damn tired, I am going to sleep leh!
Bye...

Judment on CCA

2009-01-07T19:44:00.004+08:00

I changed My CCA to guitar!
I am so glad! However I felt kind of guilty.
I felt sorry for Xin Hui, Joey and others.
I called Mr D Cup Mohamad to sign the form. He keep asking You sure or not.
You sure or not. You sure or not. You sure or not.
I say yes. I actually want to complaint about MR BO also. Cui Lin and many hate him.

Today 1st Lesson is Humpty Dumpty. He says Miss Ranita only comes in Even Week. Oh Sad.
"I am Sudarno and I like Aldon (whoooooooo) as a friend...." I said that in the describing self.
The next lesson is Chemistry. Mr Lam said he once tasted his 鼻屎. He said it's salty.( uses Saltish which is not an English anyway). He damn "Bo-liao". He shows us Ponyo's trailer and the little girl singing.
Heres the video, enjoy.

Maths is "Sian" Today. No Fun at all. Wang Feng is late for Chinese. He rushed in at about half the lesson time. He gave us homework today. :'( Miss Lai's geog is funny. kok Jian's drama is fantastic. We make Miss Lai repeat and repeat the lesson again...

D&T is Totally "Rolf-out". I don't know why I keep wanting to laugh. N95 girl and Kayu is scolded for talking. Mr Sim scold people in a funny way, always making me wanting to laugh like mad. I did not even pay attention in class. I AM SO SLEEPY!

I JOINED guitar!. I have to buy a guitar at about $150 and had to join the Sec 1.(NO SYF this year). But i will practice like mad in order to join the concert in August.

"Allow me to shatter your delusions of grandeur."

—Beatrix

Reply Tag

2009-01-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

Reply To Melody.
I know who are you. You no need to hide your identity. Your low class manner can never make me angry :D. Continue scolding vulgar, it will never affect me. It only caused yourself to ruin and rot. I like to complain, any problem for that? Why should I listen to you and private my blog? This blog is mine not yours. I public it for everyone to see. What's the point when I private it. If you don't like my blog, just Press alt + F4. Why bother to tag?

Do you think your lowly self-awareness can hurt people's feeling?
YOU ONLY MAKE OTHERS LAUGH AT YOUR IGNORANCE :P

Tragedies Days in CCH

2009-01-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Note: My blog is an one-sided point of view and full of biased contents. Don't blame me if you get hurt.

Reply Tag:-
rosamund: Thank you! I love you forever
housefly(: Thanks!!!

First lesson is Chemistry. "Mr Lam you are stupid" Kaline. This sentence is a fact not an opinion. HE IS REAL LAME. He commented that Kaline is super noisy.
I have fever and cough today */Ahem*/

The Next lesson is History. I believe 1DL-08 is the lowest in history for the whole level, thanks to Miss Mok Cui Ying for absent on the last lesson when she haven't teach us cross referencing yet. I hope she get the same retribution in England. Mr. Bercury said, "I am sure everyone in this class will improve tremendously in the results" HE IS SO CONFIDENT!

The next lesson is Chinese, Wang Feng Praised me today, I am SO HAPPY! I didn't receive my locker combination yet :'( sadly... The nest lesson is art. It sucks! Miss Cheng is those narcissist type of people, her hair is "weird". She brought us out to draw landscape of Chung Cheng. Aiyoo, I don't know what am I drawing. Yan Li's 1 is damn nice.
Mrs Karen Lim is our English teacher. I prefer Miss RANITA!!! There is a subject Miss Ranita is going to teach tomorrow! How nice! Mrs Lim is super boring of keep saying about which countries she went and etc. I felt like sleeping. Anyway, no one in my class knew I like F4. I have the whole set of Meteor Gardens VCD at home.

Project work is a total mess. Mr Chia's robotics is sadly pathetic. I checked the list, none of them is in Robotics club. Two thumbs up for you! Xin Hui and Tian Lerk wanted to join at first, but I told them we are going o learn new things, thus they chaged their mind. 黃嘉慧 is damn cool! I choose Chinese Cuisine. However i think there is not many boys. :'( I go according to my interest.

I slapped Zhen Yu Twice today. He was making me more and more pissed off each day,
This is his message, "Gay.smelly egg. pearlyn lover" I repeated his SMS to piss-counter.

I wonder what did N95 girl tell Christ, he is out of his mind again. Sigh, I wonder why Chung Cheng has this kind of person.

Every minute you live on, you are closer to death by 1 more minute.
What's life for when it is like that?
It is so worthless?

Bye for Now.

Tragedies of 1st lesson

2009-01-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

Note to Tan Bing Hwang:-
You may find my blog funny, go ahead and laugh, it won't affect me.
If you changed, everyone will forgive you.
You are a good boy, you shouldn't be on that path.
I would rather to have a friend than an enemy.

---
Daryl Peh, your insults is nothing. Go ahead, it only waste your time.
You'll affect yourself when you insult others.
Have you ever think of why your appeal to NHHS is unsuccessful?
Do some soul searching. No offence.

---

I am utterly dissapointed to 2DL.
Everyone, myself too, is still so childish, noisy and immature.
I expect everyone will be quieter, less vulgar and rowdy in this new year,
yet I am wrong, utterly wrong.

That Lump of oily noodles, is been mood swing recently.
She will later treat me very nicely, but bad in a flash.
She looks like those will back stabbed someone types.

Po-Chun is back, I am grateful we are still one class.
However there is this new student, I am not really used when there is such weird "attachment" to class.

I am voted to be safety rep. anyway. I don't really like this stupid post. I prefer to be Noticeboard rep. which that lump of oily noodles is voted to. I take the initiative to do seating arrangement, but everyone keep changing places, it gives me headache. I am so pissed off by Kok Jian, he keeps singing "ponyo" song in lesson. I wish I can stuff handkerchief in his mouth.

I am changing my CCA, Robotics is the "hell-est" CCA I have ever joined in my this whole life. Yvvone said a guitar cost $150, I don't think I can afford it.

Today first lesson is Chinese, Wang Feng is quite boring and keep us telling eagles stories. What is the connection with the lessons anyway? The 5 minutes brain break is useless. Those horrible teachers eat into the time. The next lesson is Maths, Miss Chia is nice, give us little homework. Miss Ang did not come, so Miss Chua relief us for music, I get most pissed that time thanks to That Lump Of Oily Noodles of lending me then take back the scissors. I hate her.

Lunch time is super crowded, Poor Yan Li did not have his lunch. I saw Boon Kia and he FORGOT about this wild senior of him. He is soooo Cuuuttttteeee. I felt like pinching him. I really can't stand the noisy those boys make in class, it's driving me crazy. I felt like quarreling with that lump of oily noodles that time for no reason.

Mr. Lam is the Lamest Teacher I ever met. He is totally "indescribable"
Miss Lai teaches us Geography again, she hates "Sian", "Shit" and other four letter words.
Aldon says he in interested in the Sexuality Education in Biology and SHE SAID THAT OUT IN ASSEMBLY!

Wang Feng did not go to IP today, Mr Gay Yap came. ARgghhhhh! I don't to sit with Kok Jian anymore, I would rather sit with Ah Goong.

I board bus with Zhen Yu back home just now. He grew up! His voice break and he grew more suave!

Today is "little nyoya" last episode. I am going to catch it, Hah!

Bye for now.